I was a little sad in the morning that I had to spend this eid alone for the very first time. But, I think I'm over it now. I can see a picture bigger than me. One that includes my sister with my aunts. One that includes my cousins together in another country. One that includes my lil sis with my parents. Despite being alone, at least they're together. they can't always be together, and they might not have seen each other in years, if ever. So, it's nice.
Besides, with my midterms, my online people, calling family and visiting our old roomy. I think I'm definitely over it. Sure, it didn't feel like much of a holiday, but it's nice seeing family and hearing about family.