Why I want to be a Doctor

I don't have one specific reason as to why I want to be a doctor. I have numerous small reasons that pile up and motivate me to accomplish this dream. I don't want to just help people with my career choice, but I also want to be financially secure, so that I can help people outside of my career with that money.




I have also always wanted a house, a property that I can claim as my own. I want this house to be big enough for 10 so that I can either foster or adopt, I'm still unsure. I'm aiming to target the "older kids" group so that I can allow them to pursue their dreams without being tied down with thoughts of being unable to afford these dreams.

Another small reason would be to prove to everyone who doubted me wrong. Many people have tried to persuade me out of being a doctor just because I'm a woman. they used to say things like how unbefitting it is for a woman to be on call duty, or how I would be wasting 30 years of my life studying, or how difficult it would be to find a husband or have children by the time I graduate.

Tiring Workout

I'm so tired after this two hour karate workout.

I also got my palpitations while stretching in the beginners class, they lasted for two minutes.

First day there were 12 beginners, then second there was 8 and today there are 7. They're slowly depleting, how disappointing.

I also still didn't study for tomorrows microbiology quiz, fuck me right?


Also, why did I get a dick pic for searching "naruto shippuden hot black and white" on google images. AND BEFORE YOU JUDGE ME! I was looking for desktop pictures!

Peace,
M.D.

Highway

Today I drove on the highway for the very first time, I even reached 100 km/hr. It was so fun, not that scary, in fact it was so peaceful. The only thing I enjoyed about driving. You get this intense feeling of freedom because of the amount of space you have, the speed is exhilarating and the view in Nova Scotia of the fluffy plump clouds tilted in the blue sky frames by the forests of dark trees. The roads aren't flat and so you go up the hills and see those beautiful sceneries with that speed and space and you just dissociate completely from the world, it was refreshing.

Lunge Kicks

Just to keep track of my palpitations; I had one yesterday in karate while doing the three step sparring. Thankfully, sensei was doing a demonstration afterwards, and so I took advantage of that and sat down through it. That helped my heart rate get back to it's normal pulse.

Also, those lunges then kicks for warm ups were so awful! I still feel it in my legs! Good work out.

Peace,
M.D.

Houstan, Texas (2)

Since the zoo, we have been to a few places.
We went to Kemah yesterday, which was a small amusement park. My 14 year old cousin, (R), wasn't very eager seeing as he's seen and rode better so he doesn't care. But i had tons of fun, then I ended upmeating funnel cake with apples on top. It tasted great.
every ride affected my body differently, one spun a full circle, upside down and all, it was amazing. My legs were quiverring afterwards, then we rode the  thing that lifts you up then drops you down suddenly, and i was able to pull my whole arm and shoulder out of it, which was awful. But the drop was so sudden that I felt my thorax and abdomen compress. We headed to the roller coaster next. It was belt on wood, so it looked shady and unsafe and it had no loop, so we figured it will be lame, but the ride was so bumpy and fast that I felt my brain ratteling in my skull. It was really fun, but ever since I've had a bit of a headache. We rode on a ship after convincing (R) to ride, both cousins thought it was lame, but I thought it was fun just being on the ride. Man, they were such buzz kills though, i really hate people who are either bored on fun games, or too scared to get on them. That's why I plan to take future fiance to an amusement park, if he acts macho or like a chicken, I'm gonna be disappointed in his personality.

We went to Fadi's afterwards, which is an arabic resturaunt that has amazing food. All food I tasted tasted just like the authentic arabic home cooked meals I eat. It was great.
at night, we went to a standup comedy show for Ali Siddiq at Improv. He wasn't the funniest, but it was still a great experience.

Peace,
M.D.

Houstan, Texas

I really don't wanna write so I'll make this brief.
I'm visiting my aunt in Houstan and so my cousins Ro, Mo, and N. Only N is a girl and my aunt H.
Theyre all more or less friendly, the boys are a little self centered cause theyre only childs.

My trip was pretty bad, but it couldve been worse. I think what stressed me out the most was that people kept calling and messaging me.
Yesterday we went to NASA museum which the only fun part was playing the plane shooter stimulus which is so fun. We spun upside down and such and I was th0e pilot while N was the shooter.

Today we went to Houstan's zoo where we fed the girraffes, pet goats, cat, and looked at many animals peeing. We saw chimps pooping then eating their own poop. Most disgusting moment of the day. We ate dippy dots ice cream, and ate dinner at home. It was salmon with sweet potatoes and salad, tasted great.
best part was that when we played uno, I won twice, then when we played tarneeb, me and N won the sets and when we plays hand rami, I won from the first round, and we even okayed old maid and I won the first time. I drove Ro insane. We had the most fun playing tarneeb because Ro and I suck at the game, we made our partners absolutely insane.

inshalkah tomorrow will be fun too.

peace,
M.D.

Weeks went by

I'm watching an anime called Steins Gate now. I watched the first episode a few hours before my first final exam I think.

I'm still taking driving lessons. I have one tomorrow, and I think I'm improving slowly.

I miss my Japanese friend, I won't be seeing her ever again unless I go to Hokkaido, or she comes back here. She has given me a card right after I gave her one too. It was very sweet, as is she.

Revi visited today, we ate at my place and it turned out she was wearing similar snowmen earrings as the one I got for her. It's a bit awkward, but I suppose it was alright. She said she loved them, none the less, and decided to put them on. She told me North America didn't have the 99 comic she wanted to get me, it's a comic that includes many Muslims in it. She also won't tell me what she got me though, so I will find out tomorrow when she visits again.

I'm going to Houston on the 19th and I'm a little upset none of my online friends live near by..then again,  it's probably for the best.

I created another blog that falls under my original name. I decided to make it exclusively for anime and manga related posts. So, I basically copy pasted all of the posts I had on summaries and ratings of said animes and mangas I've read and watched and put them there.

moving disaster moments:
I cut myself twice today. First time was against the edge of the trash can's pedal while I was scrubbing the floor. Second time was when I was chopping onions. It feels so strange when the metal pierces through your muscle. you sorta feel the top layer of skin breaking beneath the blade's pressure. They both bled for just  a bit, both shallow cuts. Interestingly enough, this was my first time cutting myself with a knife. Though I've always seen it coming, so was tripping while running. Now all that's left is falling down the stairs and getting hit by a car!

Peace,
M.D.

All Nighter

I pulled an all nighter today to work on my Psych paper. After I was done around 3 am, I notice that I included my cover page in my minimum requirement of ten pages! So, I had to write another page! I ended up sleeping at 6:00 am. Then I had to wake up at noon to volunteer at 1:00 pm.

Today's volunteer was really nice though, I escorted one patient back to her room and while I was there, she showed me some of her AWESOME teddy bears! She's one of the only patients I actually like, just because of the personality of her room and her smiling face. I often don't warm up to people quickly. We danced a little bit to her musical teddy bears, then when I told her I had to go back to the care group, she told me I'm so pretty, and so cute, and that my parents must be so proud of me. She then gave me a hug, repeated her previous statements then gave me another hug before telling me to say "hi" to my mother for her. She's ADORABLE, AUGH! I can't believe that woman is in her 90s! Like ....HOW?! I would love to be her by 90, I don't mind! She still got some hair, some teeth, both eyes, and she still uses a walker! Plus, her room is to die for!

I then noticed that my psych professor has already graded our tests AND papers. I submitted mine not 12 hours before he marked it, and our exam was yesterday, plus there's like 100 students. Oh, I know for SURE, he did not read my paper!

Ten pages of love! then I got 14/15 for it! AUGH! Oh well, at least I got an A- for that class and an A+ for the fish course. I hope I can do great in my next exams. I need to study better than this though. God I hope next semester is good.

On other news, someone unexpected gave me a call. Was really interesting as he has never called me outside of a group call before. I also tend to mumble a lot on my mic, so it's a little awkward with our mumbling, little topics to talk 'bout, and my silent demeanor. His crunching and slurping were what felt like broke the ice. His mic is hilarious.

DON'T do weed guys! seriously dangerous!

Peace,
M.D.

Enough Internet for Today

When you're browsing the net and you stumble upon this:

Dafuq did I just read?

You know you've had enough internet for one day. Literally had to space out for a few seconds to comprehend what I just read.

Seriously though,

Peace,

M.D.

Someone in France is reading my blog.

YEY!

I wonder if they like it.